
The seat was dark, mustard yellow in color, wide, and so low to the floor that it felt like I was falling into it. Bob, who is over 6 feet tall, would most likely struggle with this when he brought Rachel in.
The t.v. was on a loop, suggesting and presenting options for a healthy lifestyle all while rehearsing diseases of every kind and the numerous drugs that could relieve symptoms and what kind of horrible side effects one could anticipate from taking said drugs.
The secretary, whose position had been billing but not in this current office, worked fervently trying to figure out what was going on with our insurance, why we were charged what we were charged, and what it was actually supposed to cost.
I had brought a book on praise to pass the time, thinking that fitting with Thanksgiving fast approaching. I read a sentence in my book, probably more than half a dozen times, before finally comprehending it and being able to move on to the next. Beth was in surgery, getting her wisdom teeth removed, all four of them. And Rachel was coming fast on her heels. Don’t tell a loved one, “It’s routine.” Being put under anesthesia and being cut is not “routine”. If it were, our daily conversations would be much different — and we would be a wreck.
Finally, what was in print grabbed me.
For our light affliction, which is but for a moment, is working for us a far more exceeding and eternal weight of glory, while we do not look at the things which are seen, but at the things which are not seen. For the things which are seen are temporary, but the things which are not seen are eternal. 2 Corinthians 4:17-18 NKJV
Our light affliction … I read that over and over again. Affliction: pain, suffering, hardship. It was Paul who wrote this, and what were some of his “light” afflictions? He was imprisoned, whipped, stoned, beaten, shipwrecked, and spent a night and day adrift at sea; he had long journeys in the city, in the desert, and on the sea, where he faced dangers from Jews and Gentiles, robbers, and people who claimed to be believers but were not; he worked hard and long, endured sleepless nights, was hungry and thirsty, often going without food, and shivered in the cold without enough clothing to keep warm. (2 Corinthians 11:23-27)
It’s true, the surgeries are hardships for the girls, me, and for our family as a whole, but they are no comparison to Paul’s hardships.
I think my biggest frustration is that so much of my suffering, unlike Paul, seems as though it is simply for suffering’s sake, not for Christ’s sake. And yet can’t any kind of suffering be used like clay in the Potter’s hand to mold me into who He created me to be? I think it can, but that is not going to prevent me from petitioning and believing to receive the fullness of what God has for me here, that being, Thy kingdom come, Thy will be done, on earth, as it is in heaven. That being said, I do not believe that surgery is God’s perfect will, and we did pray not to have it … a lot. People may wonder why we take so much to the LORD in prayer, especially those things that seem “typical” or “routine”, and ask such things of Him that others walk out daily without petition. Why do we do it? Because God does answer prayer. He has answered prayer. So when we don’t receive the results we prayed for, I choose to believe that He will work this for our good because we love Him and are called according to His purpose.
Our light affliction, which is but for a moment, … So reminiscent of: This too shall pass, which was coined as one of Lincoln’s favorite sayings. It definitely has biblical connotations as is seen in our verse, but for a moment.
How did Paul survive his “light afflictions”?
But about midnight Paul and Silas were praying and singing hymns to God — this, after they had been stripped, severely beaten, and thrown into prison. (Acts 16:22-25). You’ll have to read the whole account for yourself to find out what happened next. The point is, even under those horrific circumstances, Paul and Silas prayed and praised. They weren’t the first believers to do so nor will they be the last.
I hope you do not mind the break from our discipleship study, but this is what was laid on my heart. I find it fitting considering the upcoming holiday. Despite the afflictions we are facing, I hope that we can offer up praise together for God is good. And at our end, I pray that like Paul, we may be able to say we have fought the good fight, finished the race, and kept the faith (2 Timothy 4:7).
Perhaps you will join me again, probably in December, and return with me to our study — or go wherever the LORD leads. May you have a wonderful, joy-filled Thanksgiving.
p.s. Thanksgiving need not be a national holiday in order to be celebrated 😉 .










